why it always shakes me up,
but at the same time,
like I was in a coma,
is it me or just bad luck?
I guess I'm havin' paranoya,
why it always shakes me up,
but at the same time,
like I was in a coma,
is it me or just bad luck?
Shit ain't doin' nuthin' good for ya.
1st Verse:
I see them prayin' on my downfall,
I guess thats just weed & alcohole,
fuck 'em both men i need to stop,
the anxiety is fucking cop,
I hurt myself for more than a decade,
shieet now it's time to get paid homie,
gotta thank god I'm not AA,
but my paranoya has popped,
I don't wanna lose my focus bruh,
like these other cats in showbiz,
I've had enough Houston mayday,
I'm freakin' out my mind is not a safe place.
Chorus:
why it always shakes me up,
but at the same time,
like I was in a coma,
is it me or just bad luck?
I guess I'm havin' paranoya,
why it always shakes me up,
but at the same time,
like I was in a coma,
is it me or just bad luck?
Shit ain't doin' nuthin' good for ya.
2nd Verse:
when i was 16 my crew and I,
got stupid high and fell in love with it,
now as my biggest dream really can demise,
I fuckin' realise I gotta quit it yeah,
there was a time and space when it was all good,
now the cheeba str8 gettin' on my nerves,
the goal is the life me and my wife deserve,
so I gotta go smooth like i kick it here,
I got big plans bigger than yo stankin' ass,
heavy foot on the gas,
I want success and i want it bad,
I got clean cause its all in my head (byatch).
Chorus:
why it always shakes me up,
but at the same time,
like I was in a coma,
is it me or just bad luck?
I guess I'm havin' paranoya,
why it always shakes me up,
but at the same time,
like I was in a coma,
is it me or just bad luck?
Shit ain't doin' nuthin' good for ya.
credits
from YALP (EP, digital),
released August 2, 2019
music | lyrics | vocals | production | recording : Ńemy
mix | mastering : Paweł Bartnik
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